LoVe Is aLwAyS PaTiEnT

2006-08-01T18:57:00.000+08:00

hey!

time 4 a quick re-cap of e past few days.... haha....

sunday

had e div2 match. started at 12.. my team was up against cornvix, which i mentioned in e previous entry.. e game startd well.. it was e 1st period. i was playing as usual.. but suddenly, i started panting vry heavily. i nv had dat feeling in my entire floorbll life.. it was vry hard to breathe.. luckily, e coach saw n he let me rest 4 e 2nd period.. i wonder wat wud happen if i continued playing... im still wondering wat made me pant.. nv been dat tired b4.... so, in e end, my team beat them 5-3... finally, Sp managed to beat cornvix... i was quite happy actuali... although it was an 'ok' game.... but ppl!! be at tamp sports hall nxt sunday at 12... biggest match... SP r up against TP... woo!!.... me against my frens' team... shud be a gd one....

so..aftr my match, i stayed back to watch TP playing against NP.... instead of sitting wif my sp frens, i went to sit 2getha wif e TP supporters.. haha... im so horrible... but i enjoyed sitting wif dem. besides sitting wif my old frens, i oso get to make new frens... heehee.... im working on expanding my circle of frens.. haks... dont like to be stuck wif e same type of frens... muz expose myself to e world... hahaha.... im so crazy...hish...! ouh, yar. my chiobu was dere oso.. haha... enjoyed talking n teasing her.. hee... but too bad, she cant stay 4 other matches.. e TP floorbll gerls r having sum bbq thgy... i miz bbq chicken... urgh!!!....

Monday

woke up late as my 1st class wud onli start at 1pm.. so, at 12, left home 4 skool... but!! it was nt quite a gd start to my day.. i was walking 2wards e bustop.. n dere was tis cat watchg/staring evry movemnt i made.. it felt so weird.. i was wondering wats wif tis cat.. as i walked further past it, guess wat i saw!!... e cat making a huge poop!!!.... argh!! dat was such a vry vry disgusting sight... it was flowing out of e ass slowly... reminded me of e playdooh i playd wif in e younger days... ewww..... now, i cant stop tinking abt it... damn e cat!! wats more disgusting is aftr doin it's business, e cat actuali licked e asshole....argh....!!! sorie if i spoilt ur appetite... hurhur...

so,

as 4 tday, it was a short day... startd skool at 1 n ended at 2!! pathetic rite. onli an hr of class.. but my grp made use of e free time to do our toaster project.. muz prepare e prototype by nxt monday.. its a pity "SUM PEOPLE" dont noe wat is a prototype.. referring to dat sum1.. haks.. dere's another prototype i hv to make.. an ashtray my grp came up wif.. dat muz be ready by friday!! argh!! 2more days!!!!

gd luck to me!!

finally, i can let it go-

2006-07-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

hey

had a gd day tday...n tiring... supposedly, i did nt hv to come to sch tday.. but i had to as there was a meeting 4 my FYP.. project on e robotic piggy..yes, my group is doin a robotic pig. y pig?? coz e nxt lunar new yr is e yr of e pig.. n its oso e easiest project to choose 4rm 4 e FYP... haha.. meeting startd at 12. ended at 1... damn fast.. den went to pc lab, went to e library... saw lots of "ppl".. by 1.30, i had to go off.. had to attend sum "lesson" in e north part of spore.. haha.. keeping it a secret 4 e time being.. aiyoyo...

anw, ystrday's frenly game was a gd match.. e score was 3-3 aftr 3periods of play. i ran alot ystrdy. n dat made me think.. where did i get all e energies??... b4 e game i was like half-dead.. but during e game, i was running non-stop... pelik sey... my line played great. we scored once!!! n didnt conceeded any goals... my main aim is nt to concede any goals. n i achieve it.. well done boys!! may we play betta 4 tis sunday's game...!!

Finally, i can hv a well-deserved rest/break... aftr 3whole days of tiring activities, finally i can hv more time wif my bed.. haha.. sounds so wrong... hahahaha.... so, 2nite who will be eliminatd 4rm SporeIdol... my pick, e drunken monkey, joakim.. ppl, he cant sing!!! he can only jumps n jump.. wont 4giv him 4 e departure of gayle nerva... urgh!!

so, i believe u've found e one u r looking 4... wishing u all e happiness wif e one u chose..

am i moving on??

2006-07-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

another shocking news.. e news dat shocked e entertainment world in both spore n malaysia.. e departure of a well-known malaysian artiste. both host n actor, hani mohsein, passed away earlier tday at e age of 41.. he collapsed e airport in sepang.. it was believed he had a heart attack.. e host of malaysian version of wheel of fortune, Roda Impian, is well known for his acting. its sad to hear him left shockingly.. may Allah bless his soul.. insyallah... Al-Fatihah...

so, u nv noe tis type of thgs will happen... quite shocked wen i heard e news on e radio.. sad too.. i like to watch e stories he acted in.. a talented guy...

im having a "hangover" now. onli my frens will know wats goin on...haha.. class secret.. anw, tday was such a short day.. had class 4rm 1pm till 3pm.. 2hrs only.. came early thinking my frens were playing soccer.. carried my bag which was loaded wif shoes, shirts, shorts.. damn heavy... but in e end, thy cancelld e whole soccer thgy.. how frustrating was dat... urgh...

aftr i got home, i went out again wif my family to Ubi.. my dad's buying a new car.. Hyundai Getz.. although its small, i luv it... its cute n kinda sporty... fits my personality if i were driving it..haha... will be getting it ard august mayb.. aftr e bidding e COE of e car... my sis wanted black..but my mum wanted a gold-beige color... as black is such a common color, we decided to go wif e beige.. nt dat bad ar e color... cant wait 4 it.. e engine felt smooth wen were test-driving e car... hee....so excited....

tmr school as usual... den at nite, dere's a frenly match against Tampines East Knights at tamp sports hall.. hope e "hangover" will go away tmr...

cya!!

2006-07-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

hey!

im so bored.. ended class so early. supposed to end at 3. but instead e tchr released e cls at 1.30.. only 30mins of class... wat a waste of time. hmph!... it was such a short day. was late 4 my 9am cls.. reachd sp at 9.40... i oversplept.. hee... 1st time since yr1.. aiyoyo... den had lunch at fc3. had mi goreng.. i dunno y, but tday it was damn spicy.. usually i can handle e spicyness, but nt tday... e cook added too much chilli mayb... aftr dat, chilled wif my frens at e taxi stand... sat dere, talk2... till 1...

quiet a boring day ar... nthg much to talk abt... n to e ppl who tagged me, thanx 4 e "comments"... ... i dont hv anythg to comment back...
cya!!

2006-07-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

hey!

had a gd wkend...

yesterday was a gd day.. it was match day 4 mustangs. we were up against NTU Hurricannes.. thy hv 2 bloody angmohs... 1 was magnus n e other was a zidane-look-alike... only e hair...haha.. im so mean..haha... it was an important match 4 us. it was e battle of e top 2teams of e western conference.. e situation was like chelsea n manutd last season. both fighting 4 e win... e 1st period was nt a bad one... although we conceeded 2goals.. 1 was my mistake..argh!! aftr so long ive been playing well, yesterday i c**ked up.. woke up aftr dat n reali focused on e game... period 2 n 3 were vry gd periods. it was a vry high tempo period. e intensity was at e maximum.. finally i got e game speed/pace dat i've always wanted 4rm e spians..although we lost 1-3, i enjoyed e running in e match.. no stopping... hope e team will keep up dat way... b4 i 4got, wanna thanx my parents 4 coming to watch me play.. luv dem loads.. n my chiobu was dere too... haha

so, nxt sunday, up against cornvix.. e old boys of vjc hockey team.. damn! i hv a phobia or shud i say a traumatic experience playing against dem.. 1 of dem was during e previous season wen i was playing 4 my beloved millennia skools.. i was dribbling wif e ball n 1 of e players juz went in n pushed me over e boards... i flew like superman b4 crashing into e lockers n fell rolling on e ground...dat was 1 of e scariest moments of my life... heesh... i will try my bez to play at my vry bez 4 e game... insyallah

today, did nthg much ... mostly rested e whole day... skipped tday's training.. i juz gotta hv more rest..hv to get back all e lost energies..heehee... n i juz gotta chop off my hair...getting long n too thick.. vry rimas n make me vry uncomfortable...gonna cut my standard crewcut hairstyle...haha...

so, tis coming wk skool as usual.. having my IT laws test tis wed.. fortunately its onli an online test.. can open book..hee.. n my fren asked me if i wanna go to e AWALLAH DONDANG tis sat.. quite a number of e sspians want me to come, esp e yr2 n yr3 ppl.. dats nt a bad idea.. been quite sumtime since i last went to malay events.. askd my sspian frens if thy hv any free tix..haha... im so horrible...hee... mayb i'll juz buy e tix if im goin... hv to find more frens to go wif on dat day... sounds so fun... ahaks...

CYA!!

Luv tis song... ehee..

PETERPAN - Langit Tak Mendengar

Jadi hidup telah memilih
Menurunkan aku ke bumi
Hari berganti dan berganti
Aku diam tak memahami

Mengapa hidup begitu sepi
Apakah hidup seperti ini
Mengapa ku selalu sendiri
Apakah hidupku tak berarti

Coba bertanya pada manusia
Tak ada jawabnya
Aku bertanya pada langit tua
Langit tak mendengar

2006-07-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

hey

its blogging time. juz had my dinner... it was orite...

so, tday.... i thought it was gonna be a great day. but it turned out to be e other way round. e day startd well. i was shocked to see her when alighting 4rm e train at dover. thruout e journey, i didnt realise she was in e same train as mine. wat a pity... as usual, i tried nt to sms her at skool as i do not wanna disturb her during school hours. but, darn my fren! he took my hp. played wif it n send her an sms. although he did not write craps in it, i juz feel uneasy. so, i decided to tell her it was my fren who smsed her and apologise on behalf of my fren.

But, wat did i get 4rm her??... she told me off.. i do deserve to be told off but i dun tink dat was e rite time 4 her to tell me off. i was juz explaining e truth..but wat did i get in return?! i was called lame n she even called me a MORON!... i dun tink she's saying dat in a joking way.. how harsh can dat be?!! evrytime when im serious, she will always think e other way.. she even said, even w/o my fren, im still a vry lame person.. oklah, i admit i can be quite lame at times. who doesnt rite... wen will u ever take me seriously??? im nt lame 24/7 ok...!

all she said tis morning reali hurt.. hurts me to e core.. i believe u want ppl to respect n care abt how u feel. but u shud do ur part too n think abt how other ppl feel..life is a 2-way road... how do u feel if u r innocent n ppl dun believe u n call u names?? im sure u'll feel hurt n insulted rite....
it realli spoilt my day.... it was so hard 4 me to smile to hide e despair 4rm other ppl e whole day....

Ya Allah, pls kip my spirits strong so dat i can get thru tis hard time wif ease...Amin....

Try Too Hard
Artist: Teddy Geiger

Love, life
One speaks for the other one,Here
And love,
Life one speaks for the other one now
We'll try to get by

Did anyone try to hard
Well I guess I did
I guess I did alright
She'll break my heart

She'll break my heart

Cause ever since the minute
I saw your face
I knew I wanted to be in that place next to you
And now
I'll spend my whole life tryin'
To be the one thats in your arms
And I'll try to get by

Did anyone try to hard
Well I guess I did
I guess I did alright
She'll break my heart

She'll break my heart

She'll break my heart
Isn't it alright
Why cant it be just this once alright
It will be, you and me

2006-07-17T17:47:00.000+08:00

hello!!

juz came back 4rm skool... as usual, monday blues!! quite slpy, esp aftr lunch.. almost all e ppl in e cls had their heads on e table n enjoying their dreams. i was 1 of them.. went to sch's library to borrow a txtbook. hope it will be useful 4 my revision. exam dates r out... argh!! 1st paper on e 16th of august n e last on e 24th.. dats exactly 1mth away.. my panic button is always prepared to be pressed any moment...

so, on sat had sp traing in e morning... it was so hot n humid.. i juz realised dat taking off ur shirt in e heat is nt a gd idea. u'll sweat even more as u hv nthg on to absorb those sweats. ergh!!...
later in e evening went to my paternal grandparent's home. my grandma cooked my fav dish.. asam pedas ikan sembilang.. i dunno wat its called in english... catfish??...haha

nxt day was match day.. against e rowdy boys of yuhua slay-k... b4 e match, we had a minute silence, in respect of e departure of their captain who passed away in a motorcycle accident. e game went well. no unwanted incident. but our play was bad, although we won 7-1... my shots hit e post 3 times!! thrice!! argh..how frustrating is dat... but i had to back out early in e 2nd period.. suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my stomache.. juz sat outside n watchd e rest of e game..

anw, e news is out...siti nurhaliza getting married in august wif her chosen one, datok k.... finally its reveald. glad its all out... no more 'kecoh-ness' in e media world.. haha...

evrythg is fine now.. however, i wish it will get betta as days go by.. patience is all i need rite now.... finally, my heart is smiling again aftr so long. hope e smile will get bigger each day..

- Destiny -

Updates!!

2006-07-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

helloo!! blogging again aftr a short break... so tday, had skool as per normal. supposed to go out. but due to sum complications, it didnt happen. so, i went home 1st n went out again at 6 4 my club traing. wat i realise 4rm traing, im getting betta at overcoming my fear of opponents who r of much bigger size than i am.. i wanna be like wat malay ppl usually say " kecil2 cili padi".. which means sumthg like...although im small in size, i can make those bigger opponents suffer in e court... haha... do i sound mean?? haha...

so let me try to recap wat i've done in e past 6 days....

friday:
ouh... went to nite traing as usual... nthg much dat day

saturday:
err... sp had a frenly game wif NUS at NUS itself. e campus was damn big.. attendance was vry high dat day.. at least 30 players came..30!!!! there sum unknown faces. suddenly came n wanted to play.. quite frustrated coz evrybody can onli play 4 1period... argh!!.. nxt time dat happens, im gonna juz walk out of e match... be like van nistelrooy...hee.. had lil trouble getting out of e campus... confused over which bus to take.. so pathetic...

in e evening went to my aunt's place coz e nxt day my cousin was getting engaged.. 'rewang' abit.. but guys n men were inside e room having a jamming session... my uncle n cousin on guitars. another cousin on drums made of books n folders... haha.. n on vocals, ur 1 n onli Zaki!! hee... played songs like Suziela n Cinta by flop poppy... semua tentang kita by peterpan.. n MIMPI YG SEMPURNA!!...i tot dem how to play dat song...hee....
so, any1 who wanna listen to e acoustic version, juz look 4 me..i'll sing...hahaha... crazy lar zaki...

sunday:
my cousin got engaged.. it was juz a simple ceremony. nt many ppl were invited. onli close relatives... it was ok actuali... lesser work to do.. hee...

so e remaining monday n tuesday were school as usual.. go to school.. finish, went home....

fortunately, no unwanted incidents took place during e past wk..alhamdulillah... xcept 4 my shoulder ar. it still hurts.. i need a FREE massage... hahaha... n 4rm last sat till now, e 'mimpi yg sempurna' song kips ringing in my head.. dunno y lei... premonition mayb... haha...

- Wishing and Hoping -

Finally!!

2006-07-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

Gd evening ppl!!... i juz got home 4rm skool n 4rm town..haha... met my fren dere aftr skool. Skool ended so earli dat i did nt want to go home yet.. so, i decided to ask my fren out n met her at lido ard 12.45++... had lunch, walk ard..window shop... walk, walk, walk till 4pm... n went home aftr dat... had a great time tho... hee

As 4 skool, it was ok.. quite slpy coz i woke up at 3 to watch e semi-final.. france deserved e win. too much faking n diving 4rm e portugese.. serve dem rite 4 their loss... anw, aftr my EMD class, my frens n i went to FC2 to hv our breakfst.. i onli had tea as i wasnt feeling hungry at dat moment n e weather was cold..
As i was sitting, lookg ard wif my tea in my hand, i saw her. finally.. Alhamdulillah, aftr a whole long mth, i finally got to see her... saw her wif her frens looking 4 seats.. like i said in 1 of e previous posts, even e sight of her wud make my day.. it did .. i was so hapi to see her... but i doubt she felt e same way upon seeing me.. nvm... e importnt thg is, i get to see her face... dere was another reason y i was amazed upon seein her... but, shh... im nt gonna tell... 4 me to noe, n 4 u to find out... hahaha.... my wish 4 now is dat she will no longer feel uneasy in my presence in future... n i hope to see more of her n get e chance to talk face to face..n evrythg back to normal. Insyallah...Amin...

Well, it was a great day... tmr im gonna resume Skools traing. been absent 4 2wks.. ish3.. Hope e upcoming days will be equal or much betta than tday....

cya!!

ScHooL Again....yeah!!

2006-07-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

hey evrybody!!

finally blogged aftr more than a wk.. been quite bz e last few days. bz wif last minute assignmnts. haha..typical thg wen u r in poly.. so, how was e 1st wk of skool??.. it was ok but tiring. e week startd wif 2 tests. PED n EMD... no need to explain wat it means.hee... e papers were quite tough.. i simply copied e formulas n substitute in e values... dunno whether its rite or wrong... argh! i shud hv prepared myself earlier 4 e tests... unfortunately, i fall sick during my 1st wk of skool... hurgh!.. had cough n running nose.. but im glad there is no fever.. phew...

ystrdy was e 1st day of e floorball division2 tournanmnt. it will be held at tamp sports hall 4 e nxt 12-14wks... so, was up wif argonauts. e players r all big n quite old.. haha.. thy were nthg actuali. we won e match by 5-4... i didnt play 4 e 1st 2periods... made my debut entry 4 sp mustangs in e 3rd period.. i did ok only... nt dat impressive... hope to make an impact in e upcoming games...

so...on overall, it was a gd wk.. no unwanted incidents happend. im juz hapi its schooling period again. at least i wont be sitting at home e whole day... but unfortunately 4 me, i didnt get to see or bump into her e past wk. nt fated mayb. i miz seeing her, miz talking to her.. i miz everythg abt her... hope to see her sooner or later. even e sight of her will make my day...

ouh yar... brazil r out..woohoo!!!!.... finally, we r getting a new winner... france, germany, portugal, italy.. take ur pick... we'll see on e morning of july 10... cya!

Things Changed...

2006-06-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

Yoohoo!!..Evening ppl!!.. Tday??. had quite a tiring day. i had to wake up vry early. 6am i was up n awake. Had to attend 'sumthg' at 8.30am!!.. aftr 2wks waking up vry vry late, its quite difficult to wake up at 6.. argh.. showerd wif my eyes closed. hahaha... aftr attending dat 'sumthg', went home n reached home at 11.45..den rushed out 4 e friday prayers.. fortunately e weather was nt too hot.. it was warm..

Aftr prayers, i accompanied my sis n e 2 lil cousins of mine to e airport. Juz to bring e kids there as thy hv nt been there b4. A pity isnt it. Vry few ppl at e airport. no kecoh2.. Ate at swensens. as usual, orderd my fav dish - black pepper seafood pasta-.. yummy2... e last time i ate it was in may2005!!! how long was dat!! no wonder i was craving 4 it.. aftr eating, we juz walked ard, took e skytrain. e ride was quite boring coz e surroundgs were blocked due to e upgrading works.. nthg to see... AFtr all e airport outing, sent e kids back to my grandparent's house.. n headed home.. it was quiet a hectic day. i still hv to study 4 my upcoming tests..argh... starting to stress up... muz study real hard.. like i said, i dont wanna extend my stay at SP.. hee..

well, i was reading e messages in my hp.. came across 1.. 4rm sum1.. i was telling her wat i tink abt her. n in return, i askd her wat does she tink abt me... tis was e reply

"happening eh.. haha mesti ade yg u dun like abt me rite?

um...u eh... ntah eh.. i find u vry ez 2 talk 2

kinda funny

vry understanding

outgoing n baik hati"

this was e msg dat made me smile e whole day on 24 Apr 2006.. but i tink, thgs has changed. i believe u dun tink e same way as u did b4. u treat me diffrntly now... how i wish we cud go back in time.. i know i offended u a couple of times. but if there is any way dat we can work thgs out, i'll be sure to carry it out...

Sorry if im bein emotional in this entry.. juz wanna let my feelings out.. n if she's reading this, i juz want her to know wats goin thru my mind n heart rite now...

- e journey is just beginning -

AnoTher Day....

2006-06-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

It was such a hot tday.. wanted to stay home, but i cant. had to go out.. go yio chu kang.. Guess who i saw at YCK.. juz tell ar..haha... my long lost crush.. hahaha.. but she was on e opposite side of e road, listening to her mp3. i doubt she cud even hear if i shout out her name.. its gd to see her.. so long since i last saw her.. still pretty as b4.. Taking riding lessons... cool.. later in e future. i drive, she rides... cool isnt it...haha...

Nthg much happend tday.. ouh, yar... my lil cousin slpg over 4 e nite.. dunno lar how many nites.. oklah, i hv nthg else to add on... juz dat im feeling damn restless..

-Pls treat me e way u used to-

SiTi!!!!

2006-06-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

Evening!! Abt tday... had a quite relaxing day. woke up at 11... Guess what! my sis bought my Siti Nurhaliza's latest album, Transkripsi... haha.. A reward 4 me coz i accompanied her to harbour front to collect her free gifts. hee... quite happy to get e album actually. as u all might know, im quite a fan of siti.. i still remembered e moment i shook hand wif her. awesome feeling.. e hand so smooth.. hahaha... i miz seeing her LIVE... Overall, its worth e money spent on e album. e songs r great. her vocals, power!! Lyrics, meaningful!! n e music, world-class!!... As soon as i reachd home, i uploaded all e songs into my Nano.. there is no separating me 4rm her songs now..haha... lame lar zaki... hee...

2nite is like there is a movie marathon goin on HBO. 1 great movie aftr another. At 1st there wa Harry potter n e prisoner of azkaban..den there is spiderman2...nxt is back to e future 2.... woo.. gonna slp late again... ystrdy i slpt at 5.. watch e whole match btwn korea n france... hahaha..france cant even beat korea...lousy!! i wont be suprised if thy cant beat Togo..

-Jealousy Struck Me Again-

YaWn.....

2006-06-19T01:21:00.001+08:00

Morning evry1!... its 1.20am... still havent slp yet...watchg brazil against australia now.. brazilians leading 1-0 now... haha... quite a tough fight actuali...scoreless first half... tryg my bez to stay awake 4 e Korean game... wanna see e french lose to dem... haha.. mayb im gonna slp in e living room 4 2nite... hee...

Plans later in e day??...Nthg yet.. hv nt come up wif any plans yet.. mayb i'll juz sit home n try to study. hv 2 test coming up aftr e break.. hv nt learn anythg yet... im so slack tis semester.. aiyoh, i reali muz change my attitude 2wards evrythg.. hv to get more serious, esp in my studies... i dont wanna "extend" my stay in SP... i wanna graduate on time.. haha

OoO... e match ended oreadi... brazil won 2-0... now muz wait 4 e nxt game..hee... if i can stay awake.... orite den! cya! enjoy e game! Go Korea!!!

HeY!!!

2006-06-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

helo...gd evening evrybody... feeling bored rite now.. writing tis to get rid of the boredom....

so, ystrdy had Sp traing. it was ok actuali. Coach doin his selection 4 his div2 team. Looking n observing e freshies carefully. i was amazed by sum of e newbies. thy hv a lot of potential. so seniors, dont be suprised if ur place r taken by dem..e fun part came wen e seniors playd against e juniors. we only playd well during e 3rd period. dats wen e goals kept flowing in. haha.... at the end of e day, i was selectd 4 e team. i muz work real hard tis time. Although im more into getting more xperience 4rm e league, i would nt wanna let e team down. Winning is nt my main priority.. Im more concentratd on keeping myself ready n prepared 4 e upcoming Poly-Ite tournamnt. n i Think e div2 league is starting in 2wks time. no time to slack..

As 4 tday, did nthg much... attended a wedding at Eunos. It was ok..e food were awesome!!.. finishd e whole plate... ish, mkn je zaki. tapi tk gemok2...haha... Aftr sending my cousin home, my parents n went home.. i was so slpy. hv nt been getting enuf slp.. ever since e world cup startd.. hee... darn! japan r definitely out.i doubt thy can beat brazil in their last match..so, now we can onli rely on Korea to represent Asia..

Haiz, im feeling so restless these few days.. Anw, i received tis email on dating2...hee... nk kasi entry nmpk panjang...haha

What do you do if a woman pulls back from you?
There's only one option: You have to pull back EVENMORE!
Why?
Because if a woman is pulling back from you,changes are you already have one foot in the negative zone,meaning if you try to get more attention from her by leaningtowards her, she'll probably pull back even more.
This is "Smart Dating Physics 101".
The more you push a woman into coming back to you, the more you will PUSH HERAWAY.
So instead of begging her for attention and calling her every day to chat, just PULL BACK EVEN MORE THAN SHE IS PULLING BACK FROM YOU.
I know it's hard to pull back from a woman you reallylike - but it is really the best solution.
If a woman still likes you, chances are she's going to freak out and try toget closer to you again. And if she doesn't care...then it shows the attractionis dead, and it is time for you to move on!

Aftr reading tis, i startd to think of wat i shud do. coz im facing e exact situatn now. As e email said, it's hard to pull back 4rm a woman u reali like. Its vry hard 4 me to do dat. Although its e bez thg 4 me to do now.. I dunno..i need sumtime to tink abt it.. Part of me does not wanna move on.... e other part of me is telling me to juz giv up... which shud i choose??!!..argh!!..its so stressing... its too hard 4 me... mayb, i'll juz wait 4 my instincts to tell me wat to do... all i can do now is to pray to ALLAH n ask HIM 4 e rite decision n directn... i hope i will make e rite decision later..

Im BaCk AgAiN!!!

2006-06-16T15:59:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl!! well...aftr disappearing 4 7mths, im back again. Dunno y, but my instinct told me to resume blogging again. it feels great actually. wif a new n nicer blogskin. thanx to dat sum1 who helped thru e skins thgy...
so, hows my life been 4 e past 7mths.. it was quite fine n rough too. both happy n miserable times. its gonna take 4eva to tell e stories. haha.. but overall, it was ok..
except there was 1 sad incident dat will always be in my memory. e departure of my granduncle. Quite drastic tho. i met him on saturday n on tuesday, he was gone. May ALLAH rahmati rohnya.. AL-Fatihah...
Well, dats life.. u nv noe wats gonna happen to u in e future. Wat we plan will not always happen in e future...

As 4 floorball, im still active in it. Still committed to Millennia Skools, no matter wat ppl say abt Skools. As 4 SpFllorball, its getting bored tho. Coz both of my great floorball frens 4rm MI decided to hang up their sticks. But dun worie, i'll do my bez 4 e upcoming Poly-ITE tournamnt.. But lately, ive been playing badly. Dunno y.. mayb dere r too many thgs running thru my mind at e moment. Im working hard to get my old form n e lost staminas back.

As i mentioned earlier, dere r too many thgs running thru my head rite now. 4rm family to financial to personal issue.. Wats life w/o problems rite..hee.. but lately, sum1 has woken me up 4rm my slp. e sum1 told me dat taking advantage of ppl ard me is my 'hobby'.. i cudnt accept it at 1st. but aftr much thinking n aftr sum flashbacks, it was indeed true. I did took advantage of sum of my frens. i feel vry ashamed of myself. All these years i didnt realise i was quite a horrible person. If its possible, i would like to apologise to all my frens i took advantage on. i hv to change my attitude. Change e way i treat ppl. Get rid of e horrible person inside me.. n to dat fren of mine.. im vry glad i've met u. u woke me up, made me realise who i really was.. u opened up my eyes n heart.. i cud hv been worse if i didnt meet u... Thanx!

orite den...i'll blog again nxt time.. hv to rest.. Its World Cup Season!! hv to stay up e whole morning... haha.. who's my pick? Holland!!... Final will be Brazil vs Holland...heehee.... n to all couples out dere, tis a song 4 u ppl.. its vry meaningful, esp e highlighted part... understand e lyrics n u noe wat i mean.

Do tag me aite!!......

Buat Kita ( Kasih Seharum Mawar )

Bagiku dalam medan cinta
Tak siapa menang atau kalah.
Yang ada hanya rindu dan lara
Andainya tak siapa yang beralah.

Berbalah bukanlah sengketa,
Hanya rahmat tuhan buat kita.
Supaya jadi lebih mesra,
Antara kita nanti,
Tiada lagi jurang yang memisah.

Demi satu jiwa,
Satu alunan irama.
Melamar kasih,
Seharum mawar.

Demi satu jiwa,
Satu impian yang indah
Mencipta hari yang paling
Sempurna...

Bagiku dalam medan cinta,
Tak siapa gagah atau lemah
Yang ada hanya keluh dan kesah
Andainya tak siapa yang percaya

Segala punyai natijah,
Dari niat hingga gerak langkah
Cemburu juga buruk sangka
Sekelip mata kita terleka
Lalu dirundung kecewa..

Jangan sesekali,
Kau anggapkan,
Wahai kasih
Kata-kata,
Rayuanku,
Hanya mainan,
Alasanku
Menjeratmu.....

RaYa!RaYe!

2005-11-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hey PpL!

These r sum of e pix taken during e raya season... hee...4 more juz click on "PIX"... n...wishg evrybody SLAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI...MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.... sorie lama tk update.. haha... enjoy!

BDAY

2005-05-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

hohoho..... im 18yrs old oreadi...woohoo... finally, im 18. but i still feel im still ard 16. haha.. still young.. thanx to all e ppl who wishd me hapi bday - naj, wani, eqa, ra'bia, mirah, marina, aminah, both yatis', efin...haha-... u ppl brightend up my day.. i tot no1 remembers my day....
well.... e day was orite.. although none of my frens ask me out 4 my bday.. haiz, im fine wif it... stayd home.. woke up vry early to watch american idol at 8am... woohoo... my idol won, carrie underwood... she got e voice of an idol.. her voice is suitable 4 all genres of music.. but bo's only suitable 4 rock songs... hapi 4 carrie
btw, i'll be awy for 4 days startg 4rm tmr... leavg 4 terengganu n kl... i'll be back on tues nite... all of u take care k will im away...hehehe.... miz me ya...haha

Im BaCk

2005-05-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

hey dere! how u ppl out dere! miz me??..... i noe it been a long time since i updated my blog.. been quite lazy to update these days..had a great wk last wk... had my floorball traing camp at Sp 4rm fri till sun...
fri...reachd skool at 5.45. juz on time.. had to carry e heavy luggage. my shoulders still hurt. ouch!. dat nite did sum funny games..my grp had to do lotsa forfeits. too bad, always losing...bcoz of me i tink. haha..play,play n play till it was time to slp. nobody slept.. playd kamikaze game. i wasnt in it..too tired to play i guess..
Sat... 8am, PT..had to lead e ppl.. a lazybum like me leadg it?! hahaha.. it was a slackg time 4 us.. but we did sum warmg-ups... aftr breakfast, finally gt to play wif my floorball stick.hee...afrt traing, time 4 mini-league.. my team won 1 n lost 3 games.. e 1st game was rubbish. but aftr sum secret tactics, we playd much betta.. e other teams startd to fear us. i like e determind face on our faces..hee.. we defeatd e strongest team available... woohoo..
Sun... frenly game..against MI.. i dont quite favour the players xcept 4 sum.. dere's a dark secret btwn me n them... as usual gt sum unwantd incidents.. dere were sum who wantd to pick a fight wif me..but cant be botherd.. 4 wat wanna fight..its juz wastg our time... final score..errr.... i dunno. haha... cant be botherd to count oso...
Aftr dat rushd home coz i had lunch appointment wif e MI peeps... e occasion , Wida's bday... reachd orchard at 3.30.. late 30mins... waitd 4 1 more person till 4.15... went to swensens.. i had black pepper seafood pasta.. vry delicious, but e food was damn bloody ex!...luckily i had enuf money.. but it was worth e price.. had a great time wif dem. can disturb2 one another.. haha.. like it wen thy r ard me.. hope to gather again soon.. mayb on my bday..hehehe....
well.... juz now went out wif 2 of my secondary clsmates.. watch 'kingdom of heaven'. e show was ok. but dere r parts which r hard to understand wat thy tryg to say.. e fightg scene was awsome.. den went to play pool.. dun wori...im suck at it..u can win me anytime..
well, had a great 2wks... n dun tink im going 4 e MLS camp nxt wk.. dun feel like it..ehehe...but see 1st ar..hee... take care ppl!! oh yar, i uploadd e camp pix... check it out...

NiCe WkEnD...

2005-04-18T11:01:00.000+08:00

hey every1 ! im back... hee.. had quite a great wkend... my wkend was used up wif floorball, floorball n more floorball... juz dun get tired of playg it. haha... becoz of too much playg, my butt hurts now..aiyoyo...
Saturday...woke up ard 9.00 n got ready to go to Sp to join e mustangs 4 traing.. had maggi 4 breakfast. hee.. n reachd e sports hall abt 11.30... e gerls were havg their traing while e guys were waitg 4 dem to end. while waitg, i watchd e gerls play.. hmm, nt bad..haha... sum of them made some improvments while e others still e same.. hee... she was there also.. but i tried my bez to act normal. but deep inside, only God knows how i feel.. Soon, e guys' traing startd aftr all e gerls left e court.. as usual, did all e funny stuffs n drills.. n nt long aftr dat, game time! Mustangs vs Others! haha.. of coz im wif e others... e gamplay was all right.. but both teams r poor at positiong themselves.. lazy to run into positions... i made a comeback by scorg a goal in e final secs..thanx to great passg 4rm dzaki n jie hong... haha... SKY 923 scored!!
E nxt day, went 4 traing again. but this time, it was in e aftrn.. aftr performg my aftrn prayers, rushd straight to sp. wen i reachd dere, e guys startd their runs.. haha.. did more funny thgs and drills.. den, its time 4 game..woo hoo.. my team had to play against e betta team.. but wif high spirit n strong determinatn, we managd to kick their butts..haha.. we had many quick goals... i scord once.. slap shot 4rm e middle of e court n ..BAMm! e ball was in e back of e net e nxt second... haha.. i can do dat in SP. but at MI, aiyoh... cant even shoot properly. SkY 923 scored again!..haha... too bad i can stay till e end of e traing. i had to rush to Tampines Sports Hall to watch e guys n gerls finals.. promised my fren to be dere to watch them play.. as expectd, Moosettesz defeatd e OWLS..but e hooters playd well n showd their nv give up attitude... e spectators were clappg 4 them everytime thy made a gd move.. although thy lost, Mr Amir was in a gd mood. Happy hours! haha...
SCRF vs NHAC TRE1

Prize-Givg!

NXt, was e guys final.. Swiss Club Red Flamingoes vs Nhac Tre1.. evry1 was hopg nhac tre to win.. wanna see SCRF losg 4 e 1st time...hee.. damn! e match was vry fast-paced n aggresive.. aiyoyo... imagine if it was me playg..dunno wat will happen to me.. broken bones mayb..haha.... in e end, NhacTre won by defeatg SCRF 7-4... woohoo.. evry1 there was smilg..haa.. stayd to watch e prize-givg ceremony.. btw, saw Vivien Ong at TSH... wow! she's 1 hot chick... vry pretty... u guys get lost.. she's mine! hahaha.... tot of approachg her, but shy lar...hee.. i was takg pics, wen she suddenly wantd to walk across but stoppd wen seeg me wif my camera... i smild at her n told her it was ok to walk... amazgly, she smild back but said nthg.. i think she was out of words wen i smild at her. too shockd...hahaha...juz kiddg... sorie vivien...hee
Conclusion... i had an enjoyable wkend wif my family, frens and floorball...my depressn is gettg lesser each day..hee... still hv no plans on wat to do tis wk... any suggestns, ppl?? hee... cya ppl! anytime!
-ZaKi OuT!!

YeStErdaY...

2005-04-14T10:40:00.000+08:00

WooHoo...! Gd morng evrybody... argh... juz woke up...lambt sey...haha.. aiyoh, im havg hamstring strain 4rm ystrdy's traing.. it hurts man!... Pull too much ystrdy..
Ystrdy's traing was damn fun.. Mr Amir was reali in a gd mood. i tink its becoz of e gerls' qualificatn to e league final. haha.. anw, reachd MI at abt 7.15.. Amir juz reachd too. he's late.. haha.. n lots of my frens were there- wan,man, farhan, taufik-. got sum1 to talk2 to..hee.. as usual, startd off wif drills, drills and drills 4 abt 1 1/2 hrs... aftr dat was match.. i was put up wif Man n 3 other gerls.. aiyoh3, y gerls?? tapi ok jgk, leh show off..haha... there was alomost a fight btwn 2gerls. but i cant be botherd wif them.,. Fortunately, taufik went home halfway thru.. now i can play wif e guys.. its was much more fun.. haha... feels gd wen amir praisd me. jarang dier puji2...haha.. e best thg was i made a fool out of Gary. Dummied him like hell.. he didnt get any ball 4rm me. woohoo!.... stayd on until 10 n helpd them wif keepg e boards.. im a gd boy.. always helpg..hee... aftr so much fun, then came e bad news.. e person i was waitg 4 has sum1 else.. haiz.. y is it always me.. y my life cant be e same as e other guys' out dere... cant i be happy too?! but thgs cant be undone. as a fren, i want her to be happy too.. i'll always pray 4 ur happiness. actuali wat i like abt her is her character. she's diff 4rm other gerls. she has her own principles n out-going. She noes how to stand up 4 herself.. Dat is y i respect her a lot..hmm... Life must go on no matter what.. there r more important thgs i hv nt accomplishd in life... "Hidup mesti berani terima kenyataan".. dats e phrase i'll always remember as long as i live.. e most important thg, i still hv my family wif me.. thy r e ppl i luv most.. w/o them, i may nt be e person i am tday... thanx 4 being dere 4 me...

DeAd BoReD

2005-04-13T12:08:00.000+08:00

hey dere! im quite bored tis holiday.. spent e whole of ystrdy stayg at home.. got nowhere to go. my frens nv ask me out. y muz it always be me to ask my frens out. haiz... ystrday aftr watch school of rock's vcd, i was too bored to do anythg.. wanna watch movie but evry1 already had plans wif their frens ystrdy.. im missg sum1 now.. haiz.. i dunno whether to confess my feelgs or juz kip it to myself 4 e time being. its too risky. it can put our frenship in jeopardy if e other party cant accept it.. God, help me...give me e strength... i wanna be happy too. i dun like being hurt all e time. i'd been hurt too many times..

MiLLEnnIa SkOoLs

Today woke up at 9.. earlier than ystrdy. but e feelg is still e same. im nt my usual self tis wk... had 2 egg pratas..woohoo.. den went to e supermarket to buy rice grain n eggs.. my stupid pump broke down n i had to push my bike to e shop under e hot sun. after havg air in my tyre, went to buy e thgs.. Aftr 2 wks of stress n no exercisg, feels gd to get back on track. later tday i will resume wif my floorball traing at MI. Hope Amir wont give me a cold shoulder tday.. hope evry1 dere will be in a gd mood. 2wks w/o traing.. hope i can properly later. im hopg i'll be able to play 4 salibandy again 4 tis yr's div2 league. Hv to make sure e MI guys wont 4get to include me in e team. doesnt matter if i had to pay 4 e registratn. im willg.. I like to play under mr amir's coachg. i like to play accordg to his tactics n style. I wish my ties wif Skools will nv die... ader sentimental value katekn..hee.. dats where all e floorball life startd in me... lookg 4ward to 2nite's traing. miz floorball! mayb i'll update again 2nite..hee... hope tmr there's sum1 who can company me to e movies. too many movies dat i wanna watch..

The WeDDing!

2005-04-11T14:12:00.000+08:00

Finally! aftr 3 tiring days, got e chance to hv enough rest.. e weddg was a success, although some unwanted incidents happend. but it was worth all e hard work done by my realtives n me.. we enjoyd ourselves. it was fun seeing all my relatives gatherg at e weddg... too many of them..haha..
Saturday, it was e 1st day of e weddg. firstly, e groom had to go to e bride's home to go thru e akad nikah. reachd e bride's home at ard 3pm. it was at bedok reservoir. nice house.. i could see my uncle's face stressg while waitg 4 e ceremony to go. e kadi arrived n e ceremony begun.. fortunately, it went smoothly. my uncle succeeded in sayg wat he was supposd to say. wen e ceremony was goin on, i could feel e tears formg in my eyes. it was e tear of happiness. i was vry happy 4 my uncle. n wen dat was goin on, all e memories wif my uncle came rushg back... but, i had to hold back those tears.. malu..hee... to cut it short, later in e aftrn, me n my sisters went home to change 4 e dinner.. reachd e bride's home ard 7.45pm. we were on time 4 e dinner. we were unlucky dat we were seatd far back. cant even see e bride n groom.. e bez was e meal..fuu! it was a 5-course meal.. prawns, satay, chicken, garoupas... e food was awesome. im feelg hungry now..haha.. aftr e dinner, we went back to my uncle's house n help wif any last min preparatn 4 e big day.

After e Nikah....

Us aftr dinner

Sunday 10/4/05.. this was e day our whole family was waitg 4 e last 6mths.. e 1st thg i did was preparg e souveneirs to be given to e ppl who comes to e weddg..hee.. but it was bad luck 4 me yesterdy.. i was hit wif a flu. i cudnt reali work.. sneezg evry 5-10secs.. hee... so, i decidd to hand e job to my cousins n went to hv my lunch.. hopg to flu to go away..haha.. but it didnt.. then, i was allowed to sit in a corner n rest 4 a while... took a nap 4 abt 15mins i think.. felt a little betta aftr dat.. helpd carried e used plates to be washd.. rajin tau...it was so hot ystrdy.. had to hydrate myself frequently..i oso had to take pics of e wedd couples. wif them too... in e finale, e couple was told to sing 4 all... thy sang a mly song "Dua Insan"... it was e perfect song 4 e eveng.. mayb i'll sing dat too on my weddg...heee... who wanna sing wif me?..haha...

Couple n celebrity guest MC, Ishak Ahmat!

My grndprnts n e wddg couple!

Couple n My Family!

To sum it all, all of us had a wonderful n enjoyable day. although it was tiring, it was worth it. wishg my uncle all e bez n hv an ever-lastg marriage.. i wanna new cousin asap...hehehe... n thanx to those who understood my sick condition yestrdy.. sorry i cant help dat much..
To those havg exams, Gd LucK! hope to go out n watch movie tis wk..hee.. im vry bord at home.. to my fren, hope u can catch up wif me tis wk....CyA! ChOwZ

So SwiT...

2005-04-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

Weee... Just now was my last paper. Thermofluids, e paper was fine. i managed to do e qns. alhamdulillah.. nt as troubling as maths. haha.. e secrets 4 tis subject, juz understand e formulas and u can survive. tips 4 e juniors nxt yr..hee.. e paper ended at 8.10... its such a beautiful nite out there. tot of goin to esplanade to chill n let all my stress fly wif e wind. but decided nt to.. still wonderg y i changd my mind. haiz...hey! i did a gd deed tday.. saw tis young mly couple in e train. den...oops! she's pregnant..quickly stood up n gave her my seat..n thy were thankful too me. dat was my 1st time giving up my seat to a pregnant lady.. feels so gd aftr doing a gd deed.. while readg my storybook, kept noticing dat couple..haiz..thy were so swit n lovg wif each other..jealous sey..hee.. hope to be like dem 1 day..

e holidays r here..im supposd to feel vry xcited n lookg 4ward to it, but im nt.. i feel dat sumthg is nt rite wif me..am i missing sumthg?? or mayb "someone" ?? dats e qn runng ard in my head.. there's sumthg dat i hv nt done yet.. shud i do it?...haiz... life is full of makg decisions... we hv to make e rite 1 to be happy.. all i wish now is to be given a chance to prove it all...hmm...

Tmr hv to wake up early to company my grndparnts to e market. hv to carry sum heavy stuffs tmr. nt to worry lar, im strong! haha... gonna be a bz wkend 4 me. muz help in e preparatn of e weddg n follow by e ceremony itself. wantd to be my uncle's best man..hee.. but, 4get it lar. sum1 else deserves betta.. isk2.. lookg 4ward to e wkend.. hope to hv a wonderful time tis wkend.. n to those still havg exams nxt wk, study hard aite! dun be jealous of e ppl havg holiday oreadi...hehe.. remain focus.. CyA!

1 MoRe Day to HoLiDaYsss

2005-04-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

Haiz....Today another killer blow 4 me.. Engineering maths was quite tough.. did all the qns, hoping that i'll get enuf marks to pass this paper.. pray n pray n pray... im freaking out..
Tmr is e last day of my exams.. Dont like havg exams with all e 3papers packd into a week.. so damn stressg..argh...
My maths exam ended at 11.10.. nowhere to go xcept home. Fortunately my mum cookd curry chicken, my fav... it relievd my stress a little..haha... Ate too much that i felt slpy aftr dat. slept 4 1 1/2 hrs... Miz my "alarm clock" so much...where r u?? ..get back to me asap k...boring hp senyp je.. n oso, gd luck 4 ur exams on fri nanti...
Now doing my last minute prepartn... thermo...haiz, muz work hard 4 tis last paper.. den aftr tmr, can enjoy! cant enjoy dat much coz my uncle gettg married tis wkend.. muz help to prepare e thgs..rewang lagi... wateva it is, im happy 4 my uncle.. its time 4 him to start a new life. still remember those times when i was a little kid. he would let me play wif his toys.. my fav, his robocop..dats e bez... we sumtimes fight..gadoh memain je.. n i accidentally poked his eye.. haha.. sweet memories... throughout my entire life, he only scolded my once.. he's a lovg uncle... congratulations to him!
Still planning on wat to do durg my holidays..till 31st may... luckily my bday is durg e holidays..hehe..*hint2*...tot of watchg Ms Congeniality2 nxt wk. lookg 4 a partner... still hvnt watch dat show..pathetic sey... hope dat sum1 can make it nxt wk..pleasse.....hee....
Back to my thermofluids now....wish me luck ppl! smile always, no matter wat mood u r in!

SuPrIsEd oF ThE DaY!

2005-04-05T16:56:00.000+08:00

Woo.....Juz exploring how to put pics in my blog... so lembab... haha... Aderlar org tu suruh letak gambar, kena lah bljr...hee... thanx 4 e comments...
Anw, yesterdy's electronics paper was a killer.. Studied too hard and when i opend the qn paper, my mind went blank.. It took me quite sumtime to gather back what i learned.. The paper was ok actually...The tough part is the calculation... phew... I must continue to pray hard to pass this paper and also the rest..
Tommorrow is the day..Engineering maths.. i just passed for my CA....muz work hard on this...
Today woke up as usual...9am.. that is the latest i can wake up.. Met up with my friend an studied at his void-deck till 1.30... Such a hot day, cant really study.. Didnt have my lunch and straight away go to slp.. Woke up at 4.30 and got a suprise call from Sony BMG.. They decided give me a 2year contract. Now can partner with Taufik and sony artists.... FAT HOPE LAR!! haha... I actually won tix for Taufik's showcase at kallang Theatre on 19th April!! my sis joined the contest using my name..Of course im giving the tix to my sis..."takkn nk tgk taufik wif my sis.. kan lagi bez gi ngan sum1 special..hehehe.."..But i heard there is sumthg else besides the tix. Swatch voucher i think...Mayb i'll take e voucher...gettg new watch soon, i hope...haha... N i also hope this caller is nt playg a prank! if she did, watch out!!
Haiz quite slpy now...*yawn*.... too bad cant back to slp.. must study. And abt this pic, i took it myself wen i was out at e Esplanade alone! isk2... I was doing my gems project actually.. had to take lots of pics.. nice right??...tgk lar sape yg ambik.. whether u r alone or with a "friend", i think the Merlion area is the best place to chill and relax ur mind with the luvly wind blowing against the wind.. wind reminds me of a phrase.." Love is like the wind.. U cant see it but u can feel it"...
Hv to go back to my books now. hee... take care u ppl out dere...n im still figuring out who is L2 .... haha....
ChOwZ

BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY

2005-04-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hey..Its me again.. 1 more day and tmr the final year exams begin. How time flies. I felt it was like only last week i started polylife... hee... Quite stressd up 4 e exams.. Now i am doing my last minute preparation for tmr's paper, Electronics!! Actually wanted to study this subject with my classmates..But they left me out when they went to study last wed..[ Rabak korang!!]... Insyallah i make it for this paper...
Today was quite alrite.. didnt do much.. went 4 madrasah in e morning.. Back home at 1.. and watchd 2hours of amazing race.. ray n deana were eliminated... poor deana.. she was obviously the only one doing e thgs during e race.. she had to do all e driving and almost all e road blocks. Stupid Ray! didnt help.. demoralise her lagi ader.. i can be a better partner than him. ahaha... Also hate e boyfriends too...hope they will be eliminated at e nxt leg..woohoo!
Ok! enough of e amazing race. aftr watchg dat 2hrs show, took a short nap.. sedap jgk tdo.. Luckily my "alarm clock" woke me up on time..ehem2... thanx! if it was nt 4 e "clock", confirm overslept....
Study! Study! Study! My electronics book is slowly tearg apart..haha...dah mcm buku bdk miskin... thank god i've understood quite a majority of the subject... haiz.. im still quite pissed off with my friends coz didnt invite me along to study electronics.. but i rather keep it to myself. dont like showing my anger to people...hee...
already midnite...still browsing thru my book now.. cant slp yet.. have to force myself to study. for my own benefit.
Earlier today chatted with my gd friend, wida. she wants to gather all e MI gang on her bday. but im having camp on her bday.. we'll think of a way k mummy....haha... So bored, no floorball for 2weeks.. Actually i wanted to watch e quarters at TSH..but rather not go. better study at home.. too bad e guys didnt make it to e semis.. but e gerls' team did...Long Live OSB Owls..wish u all e bez...
okay, enough 4 now...muz go back to study...mayb 4 another 30mins.. then, dreamland, here i come...haha... must wake up early tmr.. hee... Cya ppl again!

P.S: I like this song. It's so...meanIngful.....hee....chowz!

Greetgs!!

2005-04-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

Haha...Finally, im blogging.. But nt yet ready.. still got a long way to go. blog maseh kental.. so, today's april's fool... too bad nobody fooled me today. 1st time in my life tak kena april fool. ahaha...dulu slalu kena bodoh2...
Quite a tiring day today coz startd at 8.30.. finishd at 10...go home.. aftr prayers muz come back Sp 4 e stupid autocad test.. Luckily invigilator wasnt dat setan... Aftr dat went to sp library to return book. and oso borrowd a new one. im quite proud of myself . i managed to read 2thick story books in 2weeks.. amzing rite.. last time i cant even finish readg a book in a month..haha
My dear friend was right. Nicholas Sparks's books are really great. The stories are able to touch the heart and souls of those who read it. Jiwang abiz.... hee...
N to my dat dear fren, happy bday! hope u like the presents...hee... hope u hapi2 n smile always!
Haiz.... Exams are coming...so fast... 1st paper electronics... all three papers in that 1week..why??!!.... now im jealous of e EEE students. there are more gaps in between their exam days.. hmph!....

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