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___NaMe__Muhd Zaki___
___BoRn___ 260587___
___ScHoOL____Spore Poly___
-Wat can i say abt myself? hmm..
-Im quite a happy-go-lucky guy..
-No matter what happens, i'll always put a smile on my face.
and i also like to smile.
Its fun when we smile. ahaha..
- Friends? l have lots of friends. But i want more. hee..
- I am quite blur at times. next time if u see mee on the streets, called out my name.
- Most important, i like to make others happy and make them smile..
- I can be noisy at times.
- Quite sporty person. n lazy sumtimes..hee
- Waiting 4 dat sum1...
Friday, June 23, 2006
Things Changed...
Yoohoo!!..Evening ppl!!.. Tday??. had quite a tiring day. i had to wake up vry early. 6am i was up n awake. Had to attend 'sumthg' at 8.30am!!.. aftr 2wks waking up vry vry late, its quite difficult to wake up at 6.. argh.. showerd wif my eyes closed. hahaha... aftr attending dat 'sumthg', went home n reached home at 11.45..den rushed out 4 e friday prayers.. fortunately e weather was nt too hot.. it was warm..
Aftr prayers, i accompanied my sis n e 2 lil cousins of mine to e airport. Juz to bring e kids there as thy hv nt been there b4. A pity isnt it. Vry few ppl at e airport. no kecoh2.. Ate at swensens. as usual, orderd my fav dish - black pepper seafood pasta-.. yummy2... e last time i ate it was in may2005!!! how long was dat!! no wonder i was craving 4 it.. aftr eating, we juz walked ard, took e skytrain. e ride was quite boring coz e surroundgs were blocked due to e upgrading works.. nthg to see... AFtr all e airport outing, sent e kids back to my grandparent's house.. n headed home.. it was quiet a hectic day. i still hv to study 4 my upcoming tests..argh... starting to stress up... muz study real hard.. like i said, i dont wanna extend my stay at SP.. hee..
well, i was reading e messages in my hp.. came across 1.. 4rm sum1.. i was telling her wat i tink abt her. n in return, i askd her wat does she tink abt me... tis was e reply
"happening eh.. haha mesti ade yg u dun like abt me rite?
um...u eh... ntah eh.. i find u vry ez 2 talk 2
kinda funny
vry understanding
outgoing n baik hati"
this was e msg dat made me smile e whole day on 24 Apr 2006.. but i tink, thgs has changed. i believe u dun tink e same way as u did b4. u treat me diffrntly now... how i wish we cud go back in time.. i know i offended u a couple of times. but if there is any way dat we can work thgs out, i'll be sure to carry it out...
Sorry if im bein emotional in this entry.. juz wanna let my feelings out.. n if she's reading this, i juz want her to know wats goin thru my mind n heart rite now...
- e journey is just beginning -
_____ Missing U Always_____21:42_____
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
AnoTher Day....
It was such a hot tday.. wanted to stay home, but i cant. had to go out.. go yio chu kang.. Guess who i saw at YCK.. juz tell ar..haha... my long lost crush.. hahaha.. but she was on e opposite side of e road, listening to her mp3. i doubt she cud even hear if i shout out her name.. its gd to see her.. so long since i last saw her.. still pretty as b4.. Taking riding lessons... cool.. later in e future. i drive, she rides... cool isnt it...haha...
Nthg much happend tday.. ouh, yar... my lil cousin slpg over 4 e nite.. dunno lar how many nites.. oklah, i hv nthg else to add on... juz dat im feeling damn restless..
-Pls treat me e way u used to-
_____ Missing U Always_____21:35_____
Monday, June 19, 2006
SiTi!!!!
Evening!! Abt tday... had a quite relaxing day. woke up at 11... Guess what! my sis bought my Siti Nurhaliza's latest album, Transkripsi... haha.. A reward 4 me coz i accompanied her to harbour front to collect her free gifts. hee... quite happy to get e album actually. as u all might know, im quite a fan of siti.. i still remembered e moment i shook hand wif her. awesome feeling.. e hand so smooth.. hahaha... i miz seeing her LIVE... Overall, its worth e money spent on e album. e songs r great. her vocals, power!! Lyrics, meaningful!! n e music, world-class!!... As soon as i reachd home, i uploaded all e songs into my Nano.. there is no separating me 4rm her songs now..haha... lame lar zaki... hee...
2nite is like there is a movie marathon goin on HBO. 1 great movie aftr another. At 1st there wa Harry potter n e prisoner of azkaban..den there is spiderman2...nxt is back to e future 2.... woo.. gonna slp late again... ystrdy i slpt at 5.. watch e whole match btwn korea n france... hahaha..france cant even beat korea...lousy!! i wont be suprised if thy cant beat Togo..
-Jealousy Struck Me Again-
_____ Missing U Always_____22:53_____
YaWn.....
Morning evry1!... its 1.20am... still havent slp yet...watchg brazil against australia now.. brazilians leading 1-0 now... haha... quite a tough fight actuali...scoreless first half... tryg my bez to stay awake 4 e Korean game... wanna see e french lose to dem... haha.. mayb im gonna slp in e living room 4 2nite... hee...
Plans later in e day??...Nthg yet.. hv nt come up wif any plans yet.. mayb i'll juz sit home n try to study. hv 2 test coming up aftr e break.. hv nt learn anythg yet... im so slack tis semester.. aiyoh, i reali muz change my attitude 2wards evrythg.. hv to get more serious, esp in my studies... i dont wanna "extend" my stay in SP... i wanna graduate on time.. haha
OoO... e match ended oreadi... brazil won 2-0... now muz wait 4 e nxt game..hee... if i can stay awake.... orite den! cya! enjoy e game! Go Korea!!!
_____ Missing U Always_____01:21_____
Sunday, June 18, 2006
HeY!!!
helo...gd evening evrybody... feeling bored rite now.. writing tis to get rid of the boredom....
so, ystrdy had Sp traing. it was ok actuali. Coach doin his selection 4 his div2 team. Looking n observing e freshies carefully. i was amazed by sum of e newbies. thy hv a lot of potential. so seniors, dont be suprised if ur place r taken by dem..e fun part came wen e seniors playd against e juniors. we only playd well during e 3rd period. dats wen e goals kept flowing in. haha.... at the end of e day, i was selectd 4 e team. i muz work real hard tis time. Although im more into getting more xperience 4rm e league, i would nt wanna let e team down. Winning is nt my main priority.. Im more concentratd on keeping myself ready n prepared 4 e upcoming Poly-Ite tournamnt. n i Think e div2 league is starting in 2wks time. no time to slack..
As 4 tday, did nthg much... attended a wedding at Eunos. It was ok..e food were awesome!!.. finishd e whole plate... ish, mkn je zaki. tapi tk gemok2...haha... Aftr sending my cousin home, my parents n went home.. i was so slpy. hv nt been getting enuf slp.. ever since e world cup startd.. hee... darn! japan r definitely out.i doubt thy can beat brazil in their last match..so, now we can onli rely on Korea to represent Asia..
Haiz, im feeling so restless these few days.. Anw, i received tis email on dating2...hee... nk kasi entry nmpk panjang...haha
What do you do if a woman pulls back from you? There's only one option: You have to pull back EVENMORE! Why? Because if a woman is pulling back from you,changes are you already have one foot in the negative zone,meaning if you try to get more attention from her by leaningtowards her, she'll probably pull back even more. This is "Smart Dating Physics 101". The more you push a woman into coming back to you, the more you will PUSH HERAWAY. So instead of begging her for attention and calling her every day to chat, just PULL BACK EVEN MORE THAN SHE IS PULLING BACK FROM YOU. I know it's hard to pull back from a woman you reallylike - but it is really the best solution. If a woman still likes you, chances are she's going to freak out and try toget closer to you again. And if she doesn't care...then it shows the attractionis dead, and it is time for you to move on!Aftr reading tis, i startd to think of wat i shud do. coz im facing e exact situatn now. As e email said, it's hard to pull back 4rm a woman u reali like. Its vry hard 4 me to do dat. Although its e bez thg 4 me to do now.. I dunno..i need sumtime to tink abt it.. Part of me does not wanna move on.... e other part of me is telling me to juz giv up... which shud i choose??!!..argh!!..its so stressing... its too hard 4 me... mayb, i'll juz wait 4 my instincts to tell me wat to do... all i can do now is to pray to ALLAH n ask HIM 4 e rite decision n directn... i hope i will make e rite decision later..
_____ Missing U Always_____23:16_____
Friday, June 16, 2006
Im BaCk AgAiN!!!
Hello ppl!! well...aftr disappearing 4 7mths, im back again. Dunno y, but my instinct told me to resume blogging again. it feels great actually. wif a new n nicer blogskin. thanx to dat sum1 who helped thru e skins thgy...
so, hows my life been 4 e past 7mths.. it was quite fine n rough too. both happy n miserable times. its gonna take 4eva to tell e stories. haha.. but overall, it was ok..
except there was 1 sad incident dat will always be in my memory. e departure of my granduncle. Quite drastic tho. i met him on saturday n on tuesday, he was gone. May ALLAH rahmati rohnya.. AL-Fatihah...
Well, dats life.. u nv noe wats gonna happen to u in e future. Wat we plan will not always happen in e future...
As 4 floorball, im still active in it. Still committed to Millennia Skools, no matter wat ppl say abt Skools. As 4 SpFllorball, its getting bored tho. Coz both of my great floorball frens 4rm MI decided to hang up their sticks. But dun worie, i'll do my bez 4 e upcoming Poly-ITE tournamnt.. But lately, ive been playing badly. Dunno y.. mayb dere r too many thgs running thru my mind at e moment. Im working hard to get my old form n e lost staminas back.
As i mentioned earlier, dere r too many thgs running thru my head rite now. 4rm family to financial to personal issue.. Wats life w/o problems rite..hee.. but lately, sum1 has woken me up 4rm my slp. e sum1 told me dat taking advantage of ppl ard me is my 'hobby'.. i cudnt accept it at 1st. but aftr much thinking n aftr sum flashbacks, it was indeed true. I did took advantage of sum of my frens. i feel vry ashamed of myself. All these years i didnt realise i was quite a horrible person. If its possible, i would like to apologise to all my frens i took advantage on. i hv to change my attitude. Change e way i treat ppl. Get rid of e horrible person inside me.. n to dat fren of mine.. im vry glad i've met u. u woke me up, made me realise who i really was.. u opened up my eyes n heart.. i cud hv been worse if i didnt meet u... Thanx!
orite den...i'll blog again nxt time.. hv to rest.. Its World Cup Season!! hv to stay up e whole morning... haha.. who's my pick? Holland!!... Final will be Brazil vs Holland...heehee.... n to all couples out dere, tis a song 4 u ppl.. its vry meaningful, esp e highlighted part... understand e lyrics n u noe wat i mean.
Do tag me aite!!......
Buat Kita ( Kasih Seharum Mawar )
Bagiku dalam medan cinta
Tak siapa menang atau kalah.
Yang ada hanya rindu dan lara
Andainya tak siapa yang beralah.
Berbalah bukanlah sengketa,
Hanya rahmat tuhan buat kita.
Supaya jadi lebih mesra,
Antara kita nanti,
Tiada lagi jurang yang memisah.
Demi satu jiwa,
Satu alunan irama.
Melamar kasih,
Seharum mawar.
Demi satu jiwa,
Satu impian yang indah
Mencipta hari yang paling
Sempurna...
Bagiku dalam medan cinta,
Tak siapa gagah atau lemah
Yang ada hanya keluh dan kesah
Andainya tak siapa yang percaya
Segala punyai natijah,
Dari niat hingga gerak langkah
Cemburu juga buruk sangka
Sekelip mata kita terleka
Lalu dirundung kecewa..
Jangan sesekali,
Kau anggapkan,
Wahai kasih
Kata-kata,
Rayuanku,
Hanya mainan,
Alasanku
Menjeratmu.....
_____ Missing U Always_____15:59_____